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Her.

I've met you already. If only you know how I feel when you left without saying any goodbye to me earlier. I was truly hurt. Broken. I know you won't be reading this, but I just wanted you to know how much I missed you around. I need you with me, to help me go through shits and bubblegum life I'm having. I missed those days where you will be there for me, and tell me where did I go wrong. I know you won't be there for me forever, but at least knowing your presence around will do good already.

I know I've dissapoint you. I crushed your heart when I told you about me earlier. I have not been a good girl lately, or maybe ever. Maybe it's because I don't have my backbone, which is you, around anymore. Is there anything I can do to turn back time and mend our broken friendship?

I ignored you for so many stupid reason. I've lost contact with you for a complete three months. I called you up when I miss you. But you seems not interested anymore. I know you wanted things to be back as normal, even how much you're telling yourself not to. But things are different now. I know. But I need you. I don't know why I make myself sounds so needy. But you know I do. I asked you whether am I still on your list. You didn't answer me.

I am a bad person. Please be with me? I need you. You're the greatest friend I have ever had. I will never trade you for anything. That was what I said when we had our deals. But I know I'm stupid. I ditched you. Ignored you. I'm stupid. Please forgive me. Give me a chance to correct things. Make us be back to normal and keep up our 4 and a half years of friendship. We never not call/text each other everyday. But when I went to U, things changes. But I still do need you. I hope things between us will get better soon. Even if I doubt such thing will happen. I'm pleading you, forgive me. Please.

I miss you.