understandable.

I don't understand you. What's up with you now? It seems as though I don't know you anymore. I know I might sound stupid to you, but come on.

When there's something wrong, you never tried or bother to mend things up. I know most of them are my fault. I know I irritate you most of the time, I annoy you, and do things that you do not like. Some of my actions might reminds you of the past. I didn't know, because you're not telling. But anyhow, I get back to you and say my sorrys. But did you?

I'm not expecting ANYTHING from you, DON'T you worry. I do not want anything from you too. Because each and every single word you spit, affects me. And I don't know how you did it.

I know I might not understand you like how OTHERS does. I know you might just hope that I'll be gone from your world in just a snap. I know it all, okay?

You told me it was something about "you". Fine, I know it has nothing got to do with me. But, hey, if there's something wrong, you can always talk to me. I mean, come on, you can't expect me to know whats wrong if you don't tell me. I'm not THAT gempak. But when it comes to you and your HYPER-SENSITIVENESS, you act as if I'm some doll that you can throw away when you've lost your interest. Unwanted, to be exact.

Last time, you used to understand me when problem occurs. I mean, if some things went wrong, I didn't have to tell you. You knew it already. You used to make my day, now, you ruin them. I know I do hurt your feelings. But PFFT. Look at you now, I couldn't care less.

I lost you for a few months. I thought you're back. But you were there for just awhile. As usual, my thoughts sucked.

Sigh. I don't know whether I can take anymore of this crap. I don't know how I managed to get through all those shits you burdened me with. What the heck is wrong with me? Only God knows.

I know I'm cold hearted,
but I do have feelings too, you know.