ignorance is bliss?

On the way to Riyana's from Curve, and back to Curve from Riyana's, I was tailed by two unknown cars.


Darling,

Boy oh boy don't you know
what damage you've caused?
You turned my life into
something that's
even worse than
horrid and tedious?

Having people hating me
for things I did not do?

Having people bitching about me
when I'm not even in the picture?

Having people tailing me
when I'm driving alone?

Having bitches texting and calling me
threatening and shit?

You gave me a real hard time.
VERY hard. And you,
having fun?
Oh I hope you sure did.
With who?
WOW!

Were you as worried SICK
as others?
Even if you were,
what did you do about it?

Ah wait, you were busy
with your new year
celebration.

Am I dissapointed?
Oh no, I'm apalled.
So much for being "soulmates"
My huge gigantic buttocks la.

You can go screw your life
and don't ever come back to me
as a FRIEND.

You're a fiend.
A wreckless fiend.

I treasure us like gila.
But yeah, I guess I shouldn't
have put you first
before my own freaking
SELF.

Once, twice, thrice,
boleh dirunding.
I'm cool.
I'm a survivor.
I'm surviving.
I'm the one who lived.

But its more than kezillionth.
With you not helping?
Howw laaaa.

New year = Ruined.
Because of you.

No pressure,
it's over.

I'm not your friend lah.
Not anymore.

I'm reluctant to let go.
Infact I don't want to let go.
BUT?
You know the buts.

AH don't you worry, darling.
You have so many other
LOYAL and UNDERSTANDING
friends that'll help you
go through your
ups and downs.

Losing ONE isn't going to
make any difference to you.
You'd do well without
ME.

why why why why why?

KAL and NEVIN,
Thank you THANK YOU.
ADI, thanks for being concern.
If it's not because those building words
you guys gave me,
I don't think I'd be safe and sound last night.
I love you xoxo.

No, I really mean it.