Lesson no. 1 of the year.
Never expect, I repeat, NEVER expect your friends to be there when you fall because no matter how close/tight/inseparable or anything they are to you, it's really hard to keep depending on them. They can't be there for you all the time. Others have their own life to run too. They're not as lifeless as you.
Face the fact that in the end, you just got to deal with it yourself. No one will help but you, just you. So PLEASE, get up on your own two feet, stand up without anyone helping. Even if they claim you as their truest friend on earth, really, think again.
Wake up, Bedah. Wake up. This is NOT fantasy. Knock some real sense on your dumb head. Get back to reality. You don't live in a perfect life, Bedah. Stop troubling people. You can't do that. Please. You're a burden, Bedah. Just a burden. No one cares. In the end its just words that people use to make you feel better. No actions, but plain words. Does that make you feel any better?
You're born alone.
You'll die alone too.
You're just alone, Bedah. Face it, BITCH. Just fucking face it.
thanks for visiting ;p
ReplyDeletebut you know, sometimes nothing beats confiding in a stranger. and when your friends realize you don't need them , they'll come back wondering why you're excluding them from your life.
but the thing is, i used to put them first before myself. and now, when shit happens, where are they? gone with the wind. they used to be the wind beneath my wings. but nooo i was far too wrong. SIGH. tak paham lah. gila kan. :) thanks anyway.
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