nuisance.

I finally told Khaira about something big that took me THREE bloody weeks to tell her. She was ALL disgusted. She think its sickening. She said better OTHER PEOPLE than him. Haha! I know Kay, I shouldn't be laughing about all this, BUT I CAN'T HELP MYSELF! It rages, darling, rages! The best thing is, I was beaten by her. Haha, like a mother beats their children, thats how she show her love to my misbehavior. I love her, and she knocked some sense in me. :) Yeah baby, of all people. Gwe diserang oh nggak? I hope there'll be no next time. Orang buat amalan aku buat dosa. Kay MUMSTER.

I just found out something that I really shouldn't. And now it's bothering me like godfuckingknowswhat. I'm scared for her, sad for her, angry for her. But all those shits has happened. With people making up rumours about her, that's utter STUPID. You nak tolong kawan ke? Bodoh.

Pukimak haram butoh babi hutan sial nak mampus. I'm trying not to get too emotionally involved with this, but YOU should really stop thinking you're so goddamn besar padahal KECIK je. She's TWINNING now for godsfuckingsake! Do you know that? She's not ALONE! You don't go around make up rumours about things that's not right to the WRONG person. If it weren't because of your goddamn rich parents, you're a complete nobody. Well thats not the problem. I mean, ARGH. I'm disturbed!

I hope my girl is not hurt, physically or mentally. I hope you're safe and sound. No more nightmares for you darling. I'm over mine, and I'm truly glad it ended. Now I see what I could've been missing. Now, I have to learn from HER lesson, I have to take care of myself alone, not depending on anyone, no one. Seriously. Grr. I'm waking up with a huge gigantic migraine everyday. I don't like knowing things I shouldn't.

I really should have not listen.