NO MORE

I need no drama at the moment.
NO drama, I repeat.

Jangan jadi busy body. Nanti satu hari KAU pun kena balik. Asal semua nak menggelabah tanya NOW? Why not ever? Why NOW? I'm sick and tired of this line. Semua pun nak jadi extra "caring" now, baik la, BODEK la. Tah pape je. Kalau aku bodoh, takpa weh. Masalahnya aku pun ada otak gak. Sama macam kau. Sama macam semua orang. Apa kau ingat kau SORANG je yang pandai?

Butoh la weh.

Jangan jadi batu api. Kau tau kau dah buat salah. Kau sendiri mengaku. Why now kau nak terhegeh2 cakap "Oh sorry, I know it was my fault. Buttt.."

See? Apa but but? Sendiri buat, sendiri tanggung. We've tried our very best to help you. But you're not helping yourself. Mungkin aku memang agak harsh, cakap straight forward sangat. Aku pun tau aku tak perfect. Aku bukannya ada some bubble gum life you're having.

SNAP BACK TO REALITY DARLING.

This is not fairy tale life you're living. Ni dunia Allah swt. Everyone deserves their hak. I know, but why must you lie? Why? After all those SHITS you told everyone, about this and that? Why now kau nak terhegeh2 cakap "Oh, bukan, because I don't know what to do,"

Come on lah. Aku bukan nak marah kau membabi buta. There must be a reason why I say such thing. Weh kalau aku ni TWO FACED, dah lama aku cium kaki kau tau tak? I, or shall I say, WE, sanggup pergi, jumpa kau. Bukan depan orang ramai. Hanya kita kita saja. Aku tak cakap kau gila. Kau pun tau kau tak gila. Ada otak kan?

FIKIR SENDIRI. Don't expect others to do the thinking for you. We're not your brain. Use your own brain for God's sake.

Allah tu Maha pengampun. Kau tau kau dah buat salah kat semua orang, mintak maaf balik. Its not me who deserves your apology. Its them, your friends. Come on lah. Kau pandai buat drama je. Apa kau ingat kau sorang je boleh? Kalau aku nak, aku boleh buat drama lagi BOM dari kau lah.

Haih. Why? Stop lying. We love you. We are concern about you. Don't do this to yourself. You know you're hurting yourself. You have us. If you have any problem, TALK. Ada mulut cakap. Bukan cakap benda bukan2. Please? You know whats good and whats bad. I admit, I do make mistakes. I learn from my mistakes. I never regret. I just miss. Tolong lah. Aku merayu sial. Merayu kat kau. Berubah la. Aku tanak orang benci kau. Aku tau kau sapa. Aku tau. Biarla orang benci aku. At least, I've done my part. I do care.

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And as for you, rakan. Be strong sayang. God will always be there for you. Everything thats happening now, happens for a reason. Allah tak buat you terseksa for nothing. He too know what LOVE is. Okay? Now all you have to do is to berserah je, tawakkal. Jangan lupa Allah. I know I'm not perfect, darling. But really. Learn how to be strong. I know its hard for you to face this. I'm always here for you. You will always have my back. Don't worry. When I say something, I really mean it. What goes around comes JUST back around. Don't worry. You dianiaya orang, sayang. The least you can do is to pray and doa banyak2. I've been in your position once sayang. And memang susah nak handle. But after awhile, you will realise. Orang yang menganiaya you takkan hidup senang. Trust me. Please, regain yourself, darling. Chin up. Smile, and have faith in yourself.

You will always be in my prayers, sayang. Jangan takut, jangan risau.

Allah Maha Adil.

ps; Its for two different people. Don't get me wrong. I'm not trying to be all religious here. But, its the fact that they have to face. I'm not trying to be Ms. Right, I'm just prevailing justice.