flashback.

Today was so boooooooooooooooooring. UNTIL Fad texted me and ajaked me out, and we had dinner at Rasta, and I texted Amin and asked him to tag along. :)

So my day started at 9pm. :) It was fun. Talking to Amin from 9pm to 1.30am reminds me of how sweet+attached+happy+content+meriah our circle used to be.

Especially Amin, Bill, Faiz, Fawwaz, Nana, Sofia, Azni, and DIN! :D

I forgot how it was to laugh like shit - until Amin and I started to reminisce about our zaman jahiliah and agogo days plus how childish and happy we were last time, it feels so good I almost teared. :')

I realized, in my life, they're the best group of friends one could ever ask for or I have ever hung out with. Most of us were inseparable.

Amin used to play badminton in my house EVERYDAY. Badminton okay. Gila weird. Hehe. I will chill with my girls - Nana, Sofia and Azni religiously, Faiz and Fawwaz will regularly take me to FAM (now known as Jamal) and Bill + Amin = HAHAHAHAAA! We even had a mini-family. :)

I didn't know what friendship means until I met them.

That was then. Now its a different story. Most of us lead our way separately. No more gila gila, or "emo kambing" Nana used to call me, or "typical" Fawwaz used to label me (that made all of them calling me typical), Din used to teach me how to drive MANUAL, with his big old red Saga, and the first dude to call me ROCKER in driving manual.


See what I mean? Not everyone have THIS type of friendship with their circle.

Thanks Amin, for chilling with me tadi. That was the longest I've placed my butt in Rasta. Four hours of plain talking about current issues, and of course, memories.

Then again, memories will always remains as memories. Its amazing how Amin and I can still remember things clearly. Merdeka, holidays, outings, late night movies, laughing gas, surprise party, dinners, and how each and one of us have our own identity.

Faiz and his eerie+histerical laughter and sarcasm, Nana and her sengau-ness plus YAKKETI SAHBA, Sofia and her softness and "awakkkk", Bill and her lawakness+"ehh, jom pegi this and that,", Fawwaz with his funny face and nose, Amin and his "heheheheee"ness and his stupid-lame-ass-sinful jokes.

I wish to have this kind of happiness repeated once again. BUT. Hehe. Its unpredictable. I mean, gosh, loads of things had happened during this one year of friendship. As in, banyaaaak sangat. Happy, sad, funny, surprises, everything, just name it.

Okay I guess thats all I have to say. I'm done emoing.

Lets just put all the dramas aside for once - I actually missed us.