new soul.

I went to Naf's house in Taman Tun with Amin, Iman, and Aiman (how confusing) just now. The original plan was to go to Rasta (first) and then baru pergi rumah Naf and lepak. But yeah, malas nak turun Rasta because Alia didn't reply my message so we went straight to Naf's house and arrived at around 12.45am like that.

It was a last minute thing because I wasn't supposed to go out from the house, but kesangapan keluar tu ada, so we went out for the sake of going out. And I was like, "Jom lepak rumah Naf?" And so we did.

A very random moment at Naf's. Amin and I were talking, and suddenly,

Naf : Wait wait wait. Jap. Ini ke Lembu? *points at Iman*
Beds : HAHAHAHAHA. Yes yes yes! *Iman malu malu*

Aiman and Amin macam clueless gila babs. Hehehe. Now I know another blog reader of mine. Dah lama rupanya. Hahahaha. Terkejut I.

At Naf's, a friend, Penakut, was so eager to come over my place. So at 2am, I was on my way home already (which I hesitated at first because talking to Naf was soooo interesting) but yeah. Tak baik pula buat orang tunggu.

Now, tomorrow, I'll be going to Pusat Perubatan Universiti Malaya (PPUM) because one of my classmate, Marsheila (Shell) was admitted to the hospital caused by some kidney failure. She had to undergo several operations and in order to go on with the operations, she had to skip our final exam's papers, which is Intro to Mass Media and Human Comm.

I'm going there tomorrow to see how she's doing and give her a full blast support, and I really hope she will be fine.


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Pity me. All these while, when I thought she was there, she actually wasn't. I mean, she claims that she's there. But no. Oh well, takkan nak mengaku kan.

I admit, I am at fault too, but I love her with all my life. I thought things are better, but when I found out something from her Facebook, it changed my perception towards her.

I miss you man. I do. Why can't we be like how we used to be? Without you realising, you're treating me based on my past. Everyone make mistakes, remember? I had mine, and infact, I admit that it was my fault. You gave me the one and only chance, and I'm trying really hard not to blow it.

I guess I blew it.

I'm sorry if I offended you on our previous conversation. But what I said before I left, I mean it. I really do, and I hope you understand.

Take care and be a good girl I know you are.