my vibrating soul?

Haha, this is Getaran Jiwa from us, taken by Aina. Mwuah mwuah I love youuuu la senior! Styleeeee. :D Thanks Aina!

Jap, nak luahkan perasaan jap. I don't understand why guys looooove to talk to me -

ABOUT THEIR EXS. (wtf wtf wtf)

Wtf wei wtf, I mean, I don't mind, seriously, nak cakap pasal sapa pun, apa pun, wa tada hal weii, but sometimes I just don't get it. I just don't get why. Even to those that I have (minor) crush on, they do the same shit.

Imagine, in a middle of a conversation, he suddenly say "Eh, you sound like my ex," or "my ex dulu pun suka blablabla," or "you tau takkk, dulu kan, my ex...."

Come on lah, once or twice, its understandable. I mean, sometimes, I just don't know why you just can't get over the fact. I mean, its such a turn off wei seriously. I tak jealous doh, serious sumpah tak. TABOO. But sometimes it just get me out of the mood. You know how bubbly I am, kan. I dah tak semangat nak cakap dah whenever you talk about her.

Now, its up to the extend where I can hafal what can trigger you to sebut anything about your ex, so I tend to avoid talking about it. There goes my chance to speak, my chance to actually talk about things I really like. Most of all, there goes my chance to be myself.

You see, its not wrong, I know. The best way to forget about something is to actually talk about it, no doubt, I understand it perfectly. But sometimes when I am at the highest point of climax of my story, you just had to say it. You just had to make me find a new ending for my story. I don't find that cool you know. Just to jaga your hati. What's this?

Don't trip just yet. I'm not done. You think I don't care. I do care. But I do have my limits too, remember? I just don't want to know. I dah tau banyak dah. Cukup cukup lah. I'm not used to all this. Its been awhile. Give me some time. I need to absorb all these extra "new" info slowly. OK, the main point is, I don't want to live in your ex's shadow. I am me. I do not want to stop talking about things I like, or DO things I like just because she used to like the same thing too. I've never asked you for anything, is this too much for me to ask for?

Ok, luahan hati dah habis. Tiada kena mengena dengan yang hidup atau yang mati. Random semata-mata. Hanya peringatan kepada si teruna-teruna yang berada di mana mana.

Okay now that was definitely a lie.

Ps; Ira, shadap. And please be in Gambang tomorrow. I jealous. ;P