Thursday, October 28, 2021

121 / For the first time

Assalamualaikum.

Today, for the very first time, I got really angry at my daughter over something that she didn’t know she shouldn’t have done but she did it anyway - and I actually lost it. I have never ever screamed at her the way I did today. I really lost it. 

It was mostly our fault - she’s just a 2 year old and didn’t know any better but I lost it anyway. 

Today, for the very first time, I felt like I have failed as a mother. Failed as a parent. It wasn’t even her fault to begin with but I lost it. Why. 

I hate this feeling and I wish I had handled it better. Poor girl must be traumatised to hear me scream the wah I did. I’m horrible. 

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